3.05am. i don’t come here anymore because i like to tell myself that i lost all shred of creativity i ever had when i grew up and lost faith in everyone. i’m more angry than ever. tonight has taught me alot and i think it’s time i’ve shared some things that i had too much pride to say over the past 3 to 4 years of my life. no one will ever read this but that doesn’t matter because i need to know that it’s here.
jason o’connor
you ruined me, every fucking ounce of strength that i had left you took from me tonight. after everything that i have done, everyone i had lost, the amount of times i forgave you, EVERYTHING - you were the fucking snake. everyone warned me. you’ve done it over and over. don’t blame me for coming to your house, you pushed me to that, you caused it and brock i’m sorry for letting it get as far as it did. you presented me with a knife and asked me to cut your throat and god knows at the moment i would’ve done it. karma will get you for this and everything else - i just won’t be around to watch.
rhianna mcconachy
i know i am nothing but a memory to you now and i don’t expect anything else. we have both done horrible things to each other. it’s difficult to find words to express what i have to say to you but there is a feeling deep down in the pit of my stomach that says i need to say something. you are always on my mind. i have always had too much pride to be honest with anyone or even a piece of paper but it is only now, when i have nothing at all left to hide or guard that i feel as though i can say something remotely truthful. i will always treasure everything that we ever did together no matter how different we are now, and i wish you well for the rest of your life. i am so very bitter because i feel you have forgotten me completely. i wonder how you can look at all that has happened and you act as though throwing it away had no effect on you. either way, nothing matters anymore.
elisha connelly
i’m sorry for not believing you
mitchell johnson
thankyou for still being here, after witnessing everything.
jason henson
i wish i was strong enough to say i don’t feel the same way as you did for me from day 1. i can never change that, we are two totally different people and what you originally met was nothing more than a lie, a personality
to my mother
i am so angry at you and i always will be for making me exactly what i am today. most of the things i do are in an effort to please you, none of which have ever actually worked. i have to respect and love you because you are my mother but the things i have seen at your hands i will never forget.
i’m done now. i am a shell of what i once was. i can’t figure out why i wake up anymore. goodbye.
